Cheer up sad eyes!

My mind is full of thoughts, but is totally blank. I'm not sure what to write, but I figure I would put something cause I've kinda been slacking on the blogfront. James moved in today. His room is looking good. We did two trips with the truck to Thorold today. I'm so tired. Not from the driving. I think its this rainy day weather. Lisas already been in bed for like an hour. I'm eatting all her peaches. I think im going to watch a movie. Maybe Hope Floats or the Notebook. I dunno. Has anyone heard the new Rob Thomas CD? It's amazing! I love it! Anyway, I'm off again. Hopefully I wont find my bed on the way.

boys boys boys...*sigh*

who knew the chemistry would be so important! Im "friends" with a boy. Were great together. I love it. but theres not spark. at least not yet. and not for me. It frustrates me cause hes almost everything i want in a guy. But thats ok. Cause if its not there its just not there right? at least i've got another great friend.

This week I'm not sure where any of my time went. I was going to get bloodwork done and then in a blink of an eye its friday. its crazy! i guess next week i'll try again.

yesterday i had to take my car in. yet again!! this time they've told me that its my turbo that is seizing. Im going to get some other opinions on this. it just doesnt seem right. stupid dealerships. always trying to take a girl for her money. that would be another 2000 bucks i dont have. Im seriously considering a new car. but that brings in the battle of mom. who says i cant get a new car if i sell this one. makes no sense to me but oh well.. i guess she feels dads money is hers. I have to talk to dad.

tomorrow i think im going to finishing painting the kitchen. i was going to do it today but im just too tired. then i also have to take james home. hes here painting his new bedroom. (ny basement) he officially moves in on saturday. it should be fun. I'm kinda excited but at the same time i think im stressing out lol. im not sure why but thats ok! hehe anyways, im going to have a nap. i hope.

im sooo tired!

i think i got an hours sleep last night. i might now die. unfortunatley doug the electricain is here and i have to stay alive. lisa has gone off somewhere and has completely avoid the house today. (like i wouldnt notice!!) pffft! Cactus fest is on this weekend. Yet another year i dont think i'll be going. it closes down on sunday and in mid afternoon so i doubt i'll be able to make it. tonight my little timmy tiptoes is having so women induced breakdown moment so i have to spend time with him. I hope hes ok. *sigh* love problems gotta hate them. why is it so worth getting your heart broken like ten million times just to find the right person? i hate all this. but i guess at the same time i love to share that part of me. oh well.. im too tired to think anymore so im off to see the wizard... the wonderful wizard of oz.

signs of fall..

are u ready? tonight is completely gorgeous out! Fawky came over and we sat outside for a couple hours. It was really nice. I loved it. I wish he could of stayed longer. But work does beckon the next day...at least for him. When he left I felt really sad for some reason. So now I'm here listening to josh groban. i guess thats not good hehe. it always puts me in the mellon collie sorta mood. i just wish i had someone around i guess at this time. It also usually comes around when we have a full moon coming. I swear its the weirdest thing! and no I'm not crazy. I promise.

Anyways, so falls coming people! I can feel it in the air! Are you ready? I totally am! Thanksgiving, sweater weather, crisp air. Comfort. I can't wait! I need a job though. Hopfully I can talk to dad when he comes home and we can figure something out. I need to be trained on his system at work. Then I think I can really show him i know what I'm doing lol. And what better boss then my father? He understands everything and it would be so great! Goal #1 get a part time job #2 feel like i matter in this world again. #3 find my josh groban cd to fall asleep to.

busy me...

How nice is this weather? i love it. humidity is gone and its about 24 degrees out.. Beautiful! Anywas i just got home from taking james home. It was a fast drive. maybe cause i did about 140-150km/h all the way home. James came over on monday and he's started to paint his room in the basement. It's really lightened it up down there for sure! Next week I'm going to pick him up again and i guess we'll start moving his stuff in and paint more. Should keep me busy for a while!

I'm not sure if i mentioned last week i had a date with an egyptian guy on friday. but i did. we went to the second cup in burlington then headed down to the lakeshore for a walk. i was amazed! on the computer he was .. i guess a good word would be hyper? or maybe impatient? hehe but when i met him he was just really sweet and cute. I had a really nice time! So he phoned me saturday and then sunday and i went to see him sunday. i was shocked cause i just stayed at his place and we just watched tv. but i was relaxed! it takes me so long to do that and he just studied and then joined me on the couch and stuff. but it was nice to just to know he was there or something i dunno. so monday came and i thought i did something wrong, until about 11:30ish and he came online and just he had a not so good day at work. then yesterday i went without talking to him and today, if i had only known i would of rearranged my day. he went to get his oil changed and i was busy so that sucked. oh well. I think what it is, is the beginning of dating someone and i just want to know what they're doing all the time! lol i think it means i like them. or u sit by the phone hoping its them on the otherside! It's horrible! lol and as we speak he phones... so now i have to go.

early morning weekends...

Let the rain fall down. No wonder i've been so tired the last couple days! I must say I like the rain. It's cooled everything down and I don;t have to have my air on. which is really nice. It's also reminding me a little like fall recently. I love it! Fall is my favorite time of year and I'm looking foward to it. I love the colours changing, the coziness of it all and Thanksgiving. Yay to turkey! And the cottage! I can't wait for the seasons to change up there! It's so pretty! Mom has mentioned that this september is going to be pretty empty up there so i think i might spend sometime there. Ihaven't spend nearly as much time as I wanted to up there this year. Maybe I'll just move up there for a month? lol I'd probably get so bored! Anyways, so today im in my fallish etire. I'm going to go to Smart Set and exchange my shirt cause its too big. Maybe come home and finish up some cleaning. Paint a little more. I think lisas done the edges of the cupboards so i might do the fronts of them, and maybe the bathroom. I went to bed at about midnight last night and got woken up by some stranger calling my cell phone at 8:57am. thats ok cause I was up already, but who phones a friend at three minutes to 9 on a sunday morning? Crazies! anyways, off i go to kill time until the mall opens!

what a rainy day!

This morning I woke up at 6:30. Laura had asked me to driver her to the barn to help load the horses and such. For some who don't knokw Laura my sister does Dressage. It's really very cool stuff. So, she asked me to come between 7 or 8am. I called her at 7am and asked when she wanted to be picked up (from 5 houses up the block) and she told me 8 was good. She always told me that Lisa said she could use her van so I didnt have to get up at all. But already up and not going to fall asleep again anytime soon, I said I would drive and so I did. She was a little crabby with me when I told her I needed to get gas. But then I took her through the Tim Hortons and she was much better after be fed. So I dropped her off wished her luck with the show. On my way home I went to see mom. The guys had found her glasses at the cottage in the grass so I dropped them off to her.

I ended up coming in and talking a while... well mom did most of the talking. Then it got into my dating life.. *again* I told her about my date a few weeks ago and how i broke the guy mirror and stuff and then all he wanted was sex. I think she might be getting why I hate the dating thing. Then randomly she told me i could have sex on the fourth date. LOL My mother is so odd when it comes to these things. She hates talking about sex. She always changes the topic, but then at points she just blurts these things out about it. Like afterwards I told her about my evening last night and how I was such an idiot cause I didn't even stay after the soccer game, in fear that i was noticing the wrong person. Then she was like "Well hurry up and get a b/f then you can have sex at the cottage." I was like mother?!.. (Laughing so hard!) I couldnt believe that came out of her mouth. After that interesting adventure I came home and had a 3 hour nap. I just had a shower and am waiting for Laura to phone melet me know when i can go get her. then wait again for 9 to roll around and go out again. I hate waiting for time. I have a plan I want to get up and go.. not sit and wait hehe. ah well.. i guess im off now brush my teeth and be ready.

oh to busy..ness

My cat is a prevert! James has been over for a couple days now. He's going to be moving in I think within a month. So James came here for a couple days to visit and look into a couple things around Hamilton. Which didn't really happen lol. but thats ok! Romeo LOVES James for some reason. I think its just a new person around the house that puts up with him. As most who know Romeo know that we think he was a drunken prevert in his past life. When he sits on girls laps he headbutts one boob and the stretched his paw out and puts it on the other boob and squishes it with his lil paw lol. Now with men.. hes does this... Romeo the Pervert! *sigh*
Anyway, so I've been kinda crazy busy lately and the rest of the week. I got home on Saturday. night.. then at 2:30 Sunday went with Timmy to a wedding. That was pretty fun. Took lots of photos of the ceremony. We didnt really stay for the dance since i was tired and Timmy had to work Monday morning. But the Wedding was at LaSalle park in Burlington. They did an awesome job with the food! I don't think I can say that enough! Then Monday I went to picked up James late morning from Brantford. Took him to the bank then came home. Yesterday we went to Ikea for like 3 and a half hours! We looked at lighting for the basement and a room divider. They have some neat things. I think it'll look good down there after James paints and such. Which reminds me again I should prime the cupboards in the kitchen. I'm kinda nervous for some reason having James move in. I'm not sure why. I think everything will just work but I guess its the fact of letting another person into my home. who knows?? So I guess I should head off now. I'm going to the movies with Nader tonight. I'm seeing Must Love Dogs. I can't wait! I love John Cusack and Diane Lane I just think is amazing!

The cottage went a little like this..

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yay cottage tomorrow!

Ok. much better i think. I'm really looking foward to the cottage tomorrow. It's going to be a nice get away I'm hoping. This weekend I haven't done a lot. I've kinda had a little headache. Of course I haven't had the best of sleeps either. I kinda lay in bed staring for a couple hours. I'm not sure whats up with that! hehe maybe I'm excited about the cottage. I know Jen is. Shes been calling me like 4 times a day. hehe It's kinda cute. I'm not sure if shes excited about going or being with Andre the whole week lol. i think it's 75% in Andres favour. My romeo has been pretty cute this weekend. I don't think he likes it when Lisa or I leave him. Hes slept with me each night and he's been dragging his toys to me. His favorite seems to be the wand. He went all the way upstairs to get it. He brings it to me each morning to get me up. It doesnt work. But today I left it up there and he went to get it and brought it down to me. I had to play with him. Too damn cute! Anyways, I guess not too much to say. today. I'm kinda rambling so I'll go now. Blog ya later dudes!