signs of fall..

are u ready? tonight is completely gorgeous out! Fawky came over and we sat outside for a couple hours. It was really nice. I loved it. I wish he could of stayed longer. But work does beckon the next day...at least for him. When he left I felt really sad for some reason. So now I'm here listening to josh groban. i guess thats not good hehe. it always puts me in the mellon collie sorta mood. i just wish i had someone around i guess at this time. It also usually comes around when we have a full moon coming. I swear its the weirdest thing! and no I'm not crazy. I promise.

Anyways, so falls coming people! I can feel it in the air! Are you ready? I totally am! Thanksgiving, sweater weather, crisp air. Comfort. I can't wait! I need a job though. Hopfully I can talk to dad when he comes home and we can figure something out. I need to be trained on his system at work. Then I think I can really show him i know what I'm doing lol. And what better boss then my father? He understands everything and it would be so great! Goal #1 get a part time job #2 feel like i matter in this world again. #3 find my josh groban cd to fall asleep to.