*sigh*

its been too long to still have these feelings...

Dreams, that's where I have to go
to see your beautiful face anymore
I stare at a picture of you and listen to the radio
Hope, hope there's a conversation
where we both admit we had it good but
until then it's alienation, I know, that much is understood
And I realize

CHORUS:
If you ask me how I'm doin I would say I'm doin just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind
But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two
and finally I'm forced to face the truth
No matter what they say, I'm not over you
Not over you

Damn, damn girl you do it well
And I thought you were innocent
You took this heart and put it through hell
But still you're magnificent
I I'm a boomerang doesn't matter how you throw me
Turn around and I'm back in the game
Even better than the old me
But I'm not even close without you

CHORUS:
If you ask me how I'm doin I would say I'm doin just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind
But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two
and finally I'm forced to face the truth
No matter what I say, I'm not over you

BRIDGE:
And if I had the chance to renew
You know there isn't a thing I wouldn't do
I could get back on the right track
But only if you'd be convinced
So until then

CHORUS:
If you ask me how I'm doin I would say I'm doin just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind
But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two
and finally I'm forced to face the truth
No matter what I say, I'm not over you
Not over you
Not over you
Not over you

HBL!

So today was a good day. well pretty much. it was Lisas birthday. this year i planned and managed to do alot of little things that normally i cant get done. her cake i asked the girl if she could do some w.o.w characters on the top and she said they didnt have enough time to send it out. so i had their symbol and asked if they could put that on the top, so they did, and lisa loved it! im so happy. i also aranged everyone to donate to her best buy - i want a nano fund. so i ended up doing that as well. i think shes got about 155$ towards it. i honestly just wish i could buy it for her myself. she also loves oreos so i got her some of those. mo put them somewhere so im going to have to give them to her later. plus it was a gorgeous day out today!! laura said it started freezing then after the thunderstorm it we to mid 20s i was awesome. well except on my head. i stayed in bed til 230. other than that i think she had a good day. so HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISA!!! xoxo

okie so whats up peeps? nothings really new around here. cottage season is fast approaching and i can't wait! i need a serious break around here!

this evening i went out with jason to Santa Fe.. It was very tastey. then we went to starbucks. i found a starbucks buddy!!! how awesome is that! lol and we talked which is nice. he still wants me to move in with him and he said my rent wouldnt be alot but im nervous id give him a certain amount and it wouldnt be enough and he wouldnt tell me. but its sweet he wants me to come live with him id really like it, so ill see i guess. i also know when i tell mom any of this she won't like any of it. at least shed have a break from me even if it didnt work out lol i guess thats my news for now. i could bitch alot more but i won't lol

hey all! friday night, had a sluggish day. i got out to old navy and bought lisa pants jeans and a shirt for myself. i didnt want to spend the money but jeans were on for 20 bucks! i went to fortinos and bought some yummy food. right now im enjoying whip cream and berries. very yummy. i downloadd the grammys a couple days ago and watched them. discovered mumford and sons. awesome band!! mumfordandsons.com highly suggest it! and winston marshall.. yum! it is now my mission to figure a way out to meet this boy! lol this week i was pretty busy. spent three days with jen. got a new blanket. love it! its sos oft and snugglie. keeps me warm at night. :)

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hmmm....