Friday, March 23, 2007

grrr...

i think this vacation couldnt come at a better time. i feel like im screaming in my head all the time. i want the world to just go away. i dont understand why people make life so hard. i don't get why everything has to be so hard. i just dont get it. im tired and going to bed and ya. lol good night.

Saturday, March 10, 2007

home again...

so this past week .. well wednesday to this evening, i stayed at mom and dads. wednesday i woke up late around 10:30am and an hour later i had yet another migrane. I had one on monday last week and this past tuesday and the wednesday again. this one wasnt the greatest. i went right to being numb and a throwing up so i phoned mom around 2 o'clock. she toook me home threw me in bed and gave me a shot of gravol then woke me up around 9:30 to eat some toast and take my meds. then out like a light i was til 10am. i went to work for 1pm. im not sure how i stayed standing but i made it through my shift and then mom came to pick me up and we went to swiss chalet for dinner. then i just stayed the next couple days for the hell of it lol.

today dad and i went out to burlington for lunch at Sakai. It's a Japanese restaurant past the burlington mall. very nice place. :) so then we came home and laura showed up. Laura, mom and I went to visit Lisa and aunt Jackie at the cat show in Ancaster. That was fun. see the cute little kittens. i should find a dog show. That would be tons of fun! lol Tomorrow Lisa and I are going back to the show and having lornas brownies lol. and im going to say a hello to lorna again cause i havent seen her since before my transplant. anyways! so we were driving around trying to find the fair grounds. mom and laura were talking about lauras friend and how shes in debt and everything and just so happens that lauras friend works for my dad as well as lisa and laura. so my dad being dad offered to help lauras friend out of debt and such just to help her out. and mom said "where is this girls parents? cant they help?" and i almost belted out "well some kids arent as lucky and dont have supportive parents" then laura talked before i could. but at the second i just kinda sat there and thought, "wow i just thought that, i must be old!" lol

in the end, i guess i have my problems with my mother. im trying to help her fix problems, make her see things from a different side. maybe i'll accomplish it lol. i just hope she'll learn something and maybe along the way i will too. but its sure nice having parents u can rely on if u need to... for the most part lol

Monday, March 05, 2007

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