upon request...
Well it seems i have one single fan in the world! lol so this is for you.
I'm happy as punch! Yesterday I booked my trip to Tunisia. (exotiktours.com click on tunisia, the on the discoveries one) I'm leaving April 4th and I'm really excited about! all I have left to save is spending money which is going to be hard but I have to do it! I told Karim I booked it today and i'll be there at 11am on april 5th. I think i gave him a heart attack hes so excited he didnt know what to do lol. it was really sweet.
Work is going well. We have another manager and I love her! shes really down to earth and she works with me to figure out how I can work etc... I've also started to work for dad. I did some temp work in early october for him and Theresa wanted me to stay. so now im going in once a week to help her with data entry stuff. I'm really enjoying it there. From what i gather so is everyone else. It's nice to be wanted! It certainly is helping with the saving as well!!
Mom seems to be drinking more which is really bothering me. I feel like I'm going to blow up on her soon. The thing is it doesnt effect her, it effects everyone else around her. Her friends her family everyone. now her friends are approaching me asking me about it and if I'm ok. Well ya I'm fine most of the time. sometimes i don't want to run away from my own home though. i just want to stay and be peaceful instead of worrying if i'm going to come home to her. when my friends dont want to come over or phone the house (thank god for cell phones) it really effects me. its also something i cant do anything about.
Tonight I had a date. It ended up being with myself. Second cup 8pm. of course i show up at 10 to 8 cause thats me. get my maple latte and i took my journal to start writing about tunisia in it. 20 after 8 my date phones. tells me hes too "tired" and he got "held up" at work. hes so sorry... i can understand the work thing but u do not leave me sitting there because you're tired?! and then! AND THEN!!! i get home hes online and he says, "i'm so tired I wish you were here?!" WTF IS THAT?! Laura was here before and after i came back and shes like lee im sorry... i was like is it sad that i've become numb to this feeling?
I'm happy as punch! Yesterday I booked my trip to Tunisia. (exotiktours.com click on tunisia, the on the discoveries one) I'm leaving April 4th and I'm really excited about! all I have left to save is spending money which is going to be hard but I have to do it! I told Karim I booked it today and i'll be there at 11am on april 5th. I think i gave him a heart attack hes so excited he didnt know what to do lol. it was really sweet.
Work is going well. We have another manager and I love her! shes really down to earth and she works with me to figure out how I can work etc... I've also started to work for dad. I did some temp work in early october for him and Theresa wanted me to stay. so now im going in once a week to help her with data entry stuff. I'm really enjoying it there. From what i gather so is everyone else. It's nice to be wanted! It certainly is helping with the saving as well!!
Mom seems to be drinking more which is really bothering me. I feel like I'm going to blow up on her soon. The thing is it doesnt effect her, it effects everyone else around her. Her friends her family everyone. now her friends are approaching me asking me about it and if I'm ok. Well ya I'm fine most of the time. sometimes i don't want to run away from my own home though. i just want to stay and be peaceful instead of worrying if i'm going to come home to her. when my friends dont want to come over or phone the house (thank god for cell phones) it really effects me. its also something i cant do anything about.
Tonight I had a date. It ended up being with myself. Second cup 8pm. of course i show up at 10 to 8 cause thats me. get my maple latte and i took my journal to start writing about tunisia in it. 20 after 8 my date phones. tells me hes too "tired" and he got "held up" at work. hes so sorry... i can understand the work thing but u do not leave me sitting there because you're tired?! and then! AND THEN!!! i get home hes online and he says, "i'm so tired I wish you were here?!" WTF IS THAT?! Laura was here before and after i came back and shes like lee im sorry... i was like is it sad that i've become numb to this feeling?
