wheres my brain?

Has anyone seen where my brain has gone this week? if you find it return it to me alright? this week i dunno im completely baffled! theres just a bunch of little things that im completely getting mixed up. then dad phoned me to tell me that there was a message from the laywers reminding me about our meeting next week. there for stupid me forgot and now i have to put off wiarton. maybe ill just see if its ok that i go up tuesday instead of monday. im sure it'll be ok. stay til friday instead of thursday. anyways guess that was the big one but god sometimes i just feel like im loosing it!

so today what did i do. not a lot! i went to see jen for her break. bought a shirt for me. bought a shirt for cae. i need some filling/padding for a package i was sending to him so i got a shirt. multi purpose in many ways hehe. then i got home did some laundry. packaged up cae's stuff and wrote a letter. then he came online for a little so i talked to him. god i wish i could be in brazil right now! just make everything around me disappear right now. i come home from cuba and everything just is completely stressing me out after two weeks. just have so many things to think about i guess.

anyways playing mindsweeper so i better go cause ive lost train of thought again today!

crazy aussies...

k so its 9am. some reason im up lol. i woke up at about 8:30. mom phoned at 8:37. of course i didnt get it. then she phoned at 8:43. so i got up and got the messages. last night at about 8pm friday and maddie decided to get out and run away. i blame friday for this. well mom for leaving the gate open and friday for leaving. friday came back maddie did not. now as we all love maddie cause shes cute and everything but she isnt the smartest lil thing. being just a year old as well she doesnt know the area too well. so moms first phone call was to tell me to come over and flyers and she'd put them up and if she wasnt found by the weekend then we'd put an ad in the paper and such. the second phone call was to tell me the vet phoned and some guy has found maddie. now im eatting a la creme and possibley going back to sleep.

so i went over to moms yesterday afternoon. i talked to her about the fires and how i think i want to move and such. she said i needed to talk to lisa. well no duh! so i talked to lisa. and its agreed that were going to move. its upsetting to me that i wont have this house anymore. but at the same time im kinda excited to have a place of my own. i guess i have to go back and talk to mom again and see what my options are. mom was mentioning i should go into a condo or something. that would be great if i had the money to! of course if i found a 2 bedroom and someone to share it with me it might be possible. i'll talk it over with mom. the one thing im really greatful for is that my parents are not ones to suggest renting apartments because its pretty much throwing ur money away, which i agree with. so they usually will do as much as possible to avoid that. so i guess were not really in a rush to move outta here but iim thinking probably after the summer, picking this place up and stuff.

now, i have to say how evil this boy stephen is. hes a "friend" in aussieland (as i like to call it.) they say those aussies are suppose to be nice and everythiing. well! let me tell u! don't be fooled by that accent! if the rest of them are anything like him, i suggest never going to australia! evil! evil! evil! they have the need to always come first and its always about them! can i do this for him, can i do that... well do it urself! u have a computer and two working hands with fingers to type! like come on! smarten up! and watch out! u might end up having a kid and they dont even tell ya that its been born, then get all mad at u for not knowing! like whats up with that?! EEEEEVVVVVVVVVIIIIILLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!! oh! and beware! they try and sucker u in with their cute lil puppies!

BEWARE THE EVIL STEVE!!!

where do the hours go?

saturday evening. cant really say i did anything today. got up at about 9:30 went pee and went back to bed lol. i got up at about 12:30. cleaned up the house a little. jodie stopped by asking me about last night if i saw anything. of course i didnt, and i feel really bad for not. it turns out that jodie thinks the same guy that lite her van on fire was the guy that did the other fire by lauras place. doesnt surprise me. turns out he tried to break in to the shed to her other next door neighbour too. im starting to think somehow my tire rim might fall into this. i was hoping lisa owuld come home tonight so i could talk to her about all this tonight but shes still at mom and dads. when i feel unsafe in my home from this i really dont like. maybe im over reacting to this but i really feel like looking into another place to live. we'll see. so now, im watching a survivor wrap up thing its kinda cool on the past seasons. i went out to second cup. how gross is that weather? i dont think its so much the rain but its cold. so gross! anyways, i guess thats what i have to say today hehe. nothing to exciting but things on the brain :)

just another friday night

ok i think i have to move off of this street. for some reason jodies van just like started up in flames. like ive been sitting here havent seen anyone around but the inside just broke out in flames. and what less than a month ago the place up the road burnt down? should i start to worry? like seriously! and the fact the my car rim was stolen this week. i swear im next for something a lot bigger than this. like wow what to do about this. its a matter of me not feeling safe on this street now. although it could be somehow jodie or billy creating this so they can get a better vehicle through insurance. who knows... i love how romeo hasnt moved at all through this. what a weird cat. anyways, i guess ill watch then go to bed.

birthday thoughts...

so its almost my birthday. lisa brought it up today actually and now its stuck in my brain. couple things i wanna do. a) have a party. maybe not a birthday party, cause i guess that would mean im throwing it for myself. but i'll probably end up doing that as if i dont i dont think anyone else would lol. also medival times. ive wanted to go forever! maybe this year it will actually happen? my birthday actually lands on the monday this year so ill have to do something the weekend of the 28th i think. yeap. anyone have ideas or preferences? let me know.

Cuba Pictures

Apartments in Cuba

a look off the path by our room

i wish i wouldnt blink with the flash!


jen on the patio outside our room


this is our pool (the "little" one)

this is "the cove" beach area right by our room

wheres my la creme?

so monday night. first day. im beat today for some reason. maybe a lil jet lag or maybe that i was up at like 7:30. hold on i have to get my la creme. okie. that was kinda gross. it kinda turned yogurty like rather than creamy but thats ok. anyways. today im back to reality. i got up and talked to people for a lil on the computer. talked to cae. he seemed a lil blah today. i hope hes ok. he said he was but maybe he was just tired. anyways it was nice to talk to him. i never want to not talk to him but i finally moved my ass and had a shower. then i went to moms. she asked me to do something for her. one being getting the plate sticker for the truck. like why do they always forget to do that? novemeber dads birthday. get stickers for all the cars. its pretty easy. oh well. i wonder if dads car has the right sticker on it. ill have to ask him tomorrow. then i went to fortinos. dropped off the underwater camaera that jen and i took pics of the dolphins with. did some shopping for mom and filled up her truck with gas. then came home. made myself a salmon lox cream cheese and tomato sandwich on some fresh french bread. very tastey! then i went and picked up some kidney foundation kits. ill have to phone the foundation tomorrow and tell them whats up. *that was a mental note to self* i feel really stressed today. i dunno why. i miss cae alot. probably cause im tired. just one of those days where i really want to just talk to him all day. and then theres cho. god only knows whats up with that. he talked to me last night. hes got an exam this week so hes going to be doing that and he says he wants to see me afterwards. im not holding my breath. i was reading "He's just not that into you" when i was in cuba. well got til the fourth chapter. and yeap im not going to sit around and twiddle my thumbs waiting for nothing to happen. if he really wants to get together we probably would of by now. it makes me sad but oh well. if he wants to get together he'll let me know and i forsure havent been pushing it. *umf* i think i have the reality blahs lol. a little upset that i came home to the same old. house wasnt cleaned like what it was when i left. money issues. just everything. on top of it jen has somehow deleted her pics of the trip. im more so upset for her cause she had some good pics. but oh well what can u do. i at least have mine that werent all lost, and the dolphins. 2 outta 3 aint bad! hopfully ill get a good sleep and sleep in tomorrow feel better about things. ill post some pics tomorrow too get them resized and everything.

ola!

hello from cuba again! things have been great here! last night hookd u with a few other canadians and a couple brits. had a few drinks. really like the rum and cokes. had a hot dog. i think they've been the only thing that taste like home lol. food is pretty good here. love the bread!! jen and i went to the *commercial centre* yesterday. its their mall hehe. i bought chocolate. lol go figure. wasnt that great though. maybe ill give the rest to jen causeit really wasnt that great. rained all day yesterday. i felt like ass. today its cloudy but its nice and cool. jen and i are going to go sit at the beach probably for most of the day. maybe move to eat and drink hehe. love the cappichinos here! bought some coffee to bring home so i can make them at home hehe. bought my cigars yesterdat and a bottle of rum. i might buy another one today. running low on the money though. maybe i also get a little necklace or something for me. anyways i better go cause i got three minutes left. ill talk to everyone tomorrow night when i get home!! hope all is good!

ola amigos!!

hehe im posting in cuba! i just had to say hello to everyone! OLA!!! weathers great cubas great! see u sunday *ill be the one eith the nice tan hehehehe*!! i have to get drunk now so see ya laters.

wow saturday already!

what happened to this week? i seriosuly dont know. i feel like it should be wednesday or something. oh well saturday is good cause tomorrow morning is cuba. im excited, yet nervous. more so because im going to have to keep jen calm through everything. lol thats ok i think we'll be ok. i dont expect to much of wanting to kill her lol. after all i spend most of the weeks with her anyways. tonight i took lisa out to dinner to sakai. great place! its japanese/korean. we didnt have sushi tonight and we both felt like something was missing lol. but i did have the cheesecake! soooooo good! they have the best cheesecake ever there! if u ever get a chance to go u should! its past walkers line in burlington just past the arbys and turtle jacks. i also went to crappy tire today. got some floor mats for my car. purple with butterflies on them. i got a matching seat cover too hehe. i only got one though. ill have to get the other when i get home. and the stearing wheel cover as well. mom would of hated it if i put that on while i was away. lol shed have to drive home with it all like that. i can just see it now coming home and everything is going to be pulled off. oh poop i just remember i need to get gas and stuff at shoppers. hmm i better do that soon. so i guess thats it, my mind is pretty blank tonight hehe. i'll be back in a week. send me emails, im sure i'll hunt up a internet cafe somewhere.

3 days...(or sleeps)

three days til cuba. jen is going crazy. shes packed. too much. lol but thats jen. ive packed too much and its probably half of what shes packed. hoping it will fit in my car hehe. which reminds me i have to clear out the trunk. today i have to go to the autoshop get my car looked at for the insurance peeps. then i have to make a report to the cops. like this dide just doesnt make sense to me. like im glad hes going through insurance because it means less money for me to pay out and in the long run it doesnt really affect my insurance. but all this i would think is more effort than just going to get a couple quotes is it not? like seriously. he doesnt knkow what hes doing i dont think. like he said he has to go to the place that the dealership said because its on lease. well buddy once upon a time mine was on lease and i hit a deer. i had to get more done to my car and the only reason they dealership wanted me to go to "their place" was because they get money out of the deal. what i think happened was he tried to screw me over and too bad i knew what i was talking about, either that or he really didn't. anyways so when im done that i think ill finish packing my stuff. just my shoes and couple things that were in the laundry. im not sure what i should wear on the plane yet. for sure not jeans! god did that once never again! worse thing in the world to wear! anyways gotta run and shower, and get going.

ya shopping!

so tired today! i think its this gross weather and maybe daylight savings? i had a pretty good day though. i dragged lisa out with me to do shopping. i bought a happy bunny book to read on the plan and bought lisa how to be a canadian.. i think thats what its called. its pretty funny. i might read it when shes done. i also bought jen a book for the trip. just because. i've been completely stressed out lately, and she puts up with my bitching constantly. so then i went to future shop and bought so recordable cds for lisa cause i used half of hers. after that we went filled up on gas. headed to burlington mall. gave jen her gift and gave her a big hug. i bought a shirt to go with my black skirt im taking to cuba. lisa and i are sharing it hehe. its nice living with a sister that takes the same size in much of everything! so then we went down to bentleys and i bought my luggage. yay! im so happy with it! its the hawaiian white flower print on a light blue back ground. and got a matching carry on bag to go with it. love it! came home and packed lol. im sure ill repack before i go. just need to grab my shoes and figure out what im going to wear on the plane. i sorted things out with my uncle. got some just plain mean emails from him for some reason and well i told him i didnt deserve that. so he sent me an apology. i think im going on wednesday to see him. tuesday im sorting things out with jen about sunday. need to buy shampoo, i have to remember that! anyways, im really tired for some reason so, im going to eat my maple la creme and head off to bed early tonight. got a busy week getting kidney foundation stuff sorted out before i leave. talkie laters!

clearity....

so were going through insurance. thank god! after all my stressing something else ended up being wrong with the guys car. he says its not running right. which truthfully has nothing to do with me hitting him in the ass but thats ok people will probably tell him that and he'll try to claim it as something i've done so im happy. last night i got a really good sleep. so i am in a much better mood today. ill give 500 bucks to dad for my deductable, ill have money for cuba and all is well! so i went to fortinos then i stopped in to see mom. just updated her on everything. i feel much more relaxed. then i come home and check my email. i get this nastey ass letter from my uncle! like holy cow buddy what have i dont to u?! i guess its what i havent done, but i actually did do. complaining that i dont care about him and all this crap pretty much. so i figure somethings pissed him off and im his first target. usually the way my mothers side works. *sigh* get one thing worked out and another is right there to kick me in the ass. oh well. im going to cuba and im happy! lol ew scarey man looked at me. anyways, so im off to get a list made for things i need to take. get everything in order. make myself happy for the afternoon. :o)

this was surprisingly accurate... (well maybe not all lol)

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