wheres my la creme?

so monday night. first day. im beat today for some reason. maybe a lil jet lag or maybe that i was up at like 7:30. hold on i have to get my la creme. okie. that was kinda gross. it kinda turned yogurty like rather than creamy but thats ok. anyways. today im back to reality. i got up and talked to people for a lil on the computer. talked to cae. he seemed a lil blah today. i hope hes ok. he said he was but maybe he was just tired. anyways it was nice to talk to him. i never want to not talk to him but i finally moved my ass and had a shower. then i went to moms. she asked me to do something for her. one being getting the plate sticker for the truck. like why do they always forget to do that? novemeber dads birthday. get stickers for all the cars. its pretty easy. oh well. i wonder if dads car has the right sticker on it. ill have to ask him tomorrow. then i went to fortinos. dropped off the underwater camaera that jen and i took pics of the dolphins with. did some shopping for mom and filled up her truck with gas. then came home. made myself a salmon lox cream cheese and tomato sandwich on some fresh french bread. very tastey! then i went and picked up some kidney foundation kits. ill have to phone the foundation tomorrow and tell them whats up. *that was a mental note to self* i feel really stressed today. i dunno why. i miss cae alot. probably cause im tired. just one of those days where i really want to just talk to him all day. and then theres cho. god only knows whats up with that. he talked to me last night. hes got an exam this week so hes going to be doing that and he says he wants to see me afterwards. im not holding my breath. i was reading "He's just not that into you" when i was in cuba. well got til the fourth chapter. and yeap im not going to sit around and twiddle my thumbs waiting for nothing to happen. if he really wants to get together we probably would of by now. it makes me sad but oh well. if he wants to get together he'll let me know and i forsure havent been pushing it. *umf* i think i have the reality blahs lol. a little upset that i came home to the same old. house wasnt cleaned like what it was when i left. money issues. just everything. on top of it jen has somehow deleted her pics of the trip. im more so upset for her cause she had some good pics. but oh well what can u do. i at least have mine that werent all lost, and the dolphins. 2 outta 3 aint bad! hopfully ill get a good sleep and sleep in tomorrow feel better about things. ill post some pics tomorrow too get them resized and everything.