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so all is gone to hell in my eyes. i was really content almost.. with this whole car stuff. i was confident that if i went to marcenti that they would give me a great price to do the work on this guys car. i know they do great work. but of course the guy doesnt trust that my car guy knows what hes doing and wont go see him. so now im beyond upset. i can really understand where hes coming from. but at least call my guys and let them answer any questions. im so upset. more because hes saying he doesnt trust me. which i know i shouldnt take it that way but because im me and my moto is trust them until they give u reason not to, i take it that way. i still have little hope yet though. dad told me to call paul, and tell him whats happened. and maybe if im lucky he might be able to get a deal with carstar that will be better for me. and then i always have the option of insurance. so ill talk to paul. then go talk to dad. and talk to insurance people i guess. see which way is the best. of course in the end i wouldnt mind insurance if it didnt effect dads too much. but we'll see. im most upset about the fact that im going to have no money for cuba. ill probably just have enough to pay for the car but not a penny to take over to cuba. i feel bad cause that will suck for jen. but i guess we'll manage. so im off to watch csi and then probably get chocolate lol. i think i need some.