have to move on...
have to move on...
so this week on spike tv was the CSI marathon. 12-9pm straight CSI. got some songs for u all to check out from it. Unbound by Robbie Robertson this is from an episode where the sisters were models but the one sister got hooked on drugs and became homeless and the other sister ended up dead. in a nutshell. then there is Darkest Dreaming by David Sylvan. the episode i just watched. it had a whole thing with lady heather and such. its also the same episode that eddie, cathrines ex-husband dies in. if u watch csi im sure u'll know these. the song darkest dreaming, im really liking at the moment. i've seen the episode about 3 times and everytime i try and find the song and i finally found it! well actually lisa watched it with me and found it for me. very happy :o) so i had to share this with everyone! hehe
now im just about to go to bed, and i get this message from someone on my list. i dont understand this person. he only messages me when he wants "something" from me. i reply the same thing ever time. "i dont know u, why am i going to sleep with u?" lol and he still keeps trying. ive even deleted him from my list and he still messages me. i should probably block him. for some reason though i get humour out of him doing this. like normally i dont mind meeting people if a) i talk to them more than 10 minutes once a month and b) if its not for sex. ive told him this and he just doesnt get it. so confused but so funny.
now the other thing thats in my head as always is the guy situation. what is up with them?! lol there is someone clearly interested in me, as i am in them. but he keeps insitsting on putting school work first. i can handle this as many of u know. but i just dont get how long he wants me to wait for him. like i havent met him yet and the feeling is that it can go somewhere, if he ever stops for two hours just to meet me and spend time for a coffee or something! im going out of mind. completely understood that hes from a different culture and work is usually number 1. but even if thats so, if u really like someone and can see a promising future with them would u not be willing to give up time to see them? im not asking to give up every waking moment. god only knows im not that sort of girl. i understand that everyone needs their own friends and time away from eachother. but give me a couple hours in a week for now! i dont need to be the centre on the universe! anyways, im sure ive bitched tonnes about that so im going to stop. or try to. cause its certainly something thats on my mind alot. i figure what i'll do is give it til i get back from vacation. if nothing happens im not going to sit and dwell on it. after all theres been promises for the past 4 monthes and nothing coming from it. time to stop doing this to myself.
so this week on spike tv was the CSI marathon. 12-9pm straight CSI. got some songs for u all to check out from it. Unbound by Robbie Robertson this is from an episode where the sisters were models but the one sister got hooked on drugs and became homeless and the other sister ended up dead. in a nutshell. then there is Darkest Dreaming by David Sylvan. the episode i just watched. it had a whole thing with lady heather and such. its also the same episode that eddie, cathrines ex-husband dies in. if u watch csi im sure u'll know these. the song darkest dreaming, im really liking at the moment. i've seen the episode about 3 times and everytime i try and find the song and i finally found it! well actually lisa watched it with me and found it for me. very happy :o) so i had to share this with everyone! hehe
now im just about to go to bed, and i get this message from someone on my list. i dont understand this person. he only messages me when he wants "something" from me. i reply the same thing ever time. "i dont know u, why am i going to sleep with u?" lol and he still keeps trying. ive even deleted him from my list and he still messages me. i should probably block him. for some reason though i get humour out of him doing this. like normally i dont mind meeting people if a) i talk to them more than 10 minutes once a month and b) if its not for sex. ive told him this and he just doesnt get it. so confused but so funny.
now the other thing thats in my head as always is the guy situation. what is up with them?! lol there is someone clearly interested in me, as i am in them. but he keeps insitsting on putting school work first. i can handle this as many of u know. but i just dont get how long he wants me to wait for him. like i havent met him yet and the feeling is that it can go somewhere, if he ever stops for two hours just to meet me and spend time for a coffee or something! im going out of mind. completely understood that hes from a different culture and work is usually number 1. but even if thats so, if u really like someone and can see a promising future with them would u not be willing to give up time to see them? im not asking to give up every waking moment. god only knows im not that sort of girl. i understand that everyone needs their own friends and time away from eachother. but give me a couple hours in a week for now! i dont need to be the centre on the universe! anyways, im sure ive bitched tonnes about that so im going to stop. or try to. cause its certainly something thats on my mind alot. i figure what i'll do is give it til i get back from vacation. if nothing happens im not going to sit and dwell on it. after all theres been promises for the past 4 monthes and nothing coming from it. time to stop doing this to myself.
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