another day...

Good morn... mayybe afternoon now. but just! hehe i got up about an hour ago and walked downstairs to go pee and make my coffee. as i did so moe was calling my cell phone. so i talked too him for a few minutes. i was sitting in the kitchen waiting for james to get out of the bathroom before i peed myself hehe. then mom phoned. i guess shes home and had to inform me that the blackflies are horrible at the cottage at the moment. great! moe and i are heading up friday evening. i dont think he believes me that there is no cell signal or internet up there. i cant wait to see what he does hehe. ahhh no phone! no melka calling like 10 times a day. (that i might get into at a different time) im still incrediably pissed about that one! anyways, so i invited stan to come to the cottage with us. people telling me i was crazy, yes i know but i knew he wouldnt come lol. if he did then i might have paniced lol although it would have been nice.

tonight im off to a funeral. well visitation. family friends mother died. i think im the only one who ever goes to these things. why doesnt mom and dad make lisa or laura go? drives me nutty. not like im forced to go but... i guess im the good daughter LOL oh *sigh* i guess i better shower and go to moms to print out some resumes. i hate job searching.

Good Afternoon!!

Hello people who may or may not read this anymore lol. Hows it going? I'm doing pretty darn good. For some reason my trip to the cottage did me wonders! Even though i was sick the whole time and on antibiotics it all seemed to cure me! I have been back and with more energy than I have in the past couple monthes. Not to mention the smile that hasnt been wiped off my face. Not sure how to explain that one but im not going to argue it.

Tonight Moe and I are off to the Toronto Eatons Centre. Moe's birthday is on Sunday so this weekend is mostly about him. Not like much isn't though lol. Tonight its toronto tomorrow is dinner and then Sunday Lisa wants to do fireworks. I hope all goes well. Next weekend should be good too. moe and i are heading up to the cottage on friday night to sunday. im hoping to dock is in so we can veg on there for a while. maybe the water will be warm enough?? hmmm wishful thinking! hehe anyone else want to come? got lots of room! hehe

Friday at the cottage...

5:38pm on Friday evening. Today was a good day. Mom and I have been here since Wednesday afternoon. We haven’t killed each other yet. Lol Dad we believe is on his way up to the cottage now. We don’t know who hes bringing with him. If lisa or laura don’t come I’m going to be kind of upset because I would have gotten dad to bring moe with him. It would have been nice for him to get up here an extra time this year. (at least this is the way I’m thinking hehe. And also I’m going to be stuck with mom and dad for two day and grandma on Saturday all alone! Could be dangerous. Maybe I’ll just happen to sleep in tomorrow till like 1pm. lol Avoid all moms “mother in law is coming stress”

Today we went into Bancroft. It was suppose to rain all day but it’s been nothing but sun. We did some window shopping. And some money shopping hehe. Mom bought me a pair of undies :D so great! They have a little cat on them and it says “puuuurfect” hehe they’re cute and really comfy! Then she bought me some fudge and chocolate! (I think she’s wanting something from me!) Also yesterday she gave me a pedicure, a manicure and she dyed my hair! (something’s up right?! I know! something has to be up!) okie… yeap…. she just took my chocolate away from me lol. That’s it all!! Hell is going to break loose now!

Since I’ve been up here I’ve been sleeping. I’m trying to fight an infection and its killing me! I sleep like 12 hours through the night and then 3 hours through the afternoon. I think when I get home im not going to sleep for a week!

*thoughts drifting* *loon swims by* *woooo pretty*

Hmmm…

where did my week go?

all of my week ive pretty much forgotten. except tuesday. i've had most of the week off and i filled it with catching up on my soical life again. ive been home through the day probably for about 3 hours before coming home and sleeping. tuesday i had a wonderful evening. i went to the movie with nader and we saw united 93. what a moving movie! it was crazy. its the first movie i had to actually compose myself afterwards in order to drive. After that i dropped Nader off and headed to north york.

For the third time i want to see someone there. I think I like him. lol I'm starting to get that uncertain feeling that I do when I like someone. You know those questions that start running through your head? like "Does he actually like me?" "am i crazy?!" lol such little questions that go through my mind hehe. I want things to just happen but I'm too imipatient for it now. I just have this really good comfort level with him. I dunno. Maybe I am crazy. Of course I keep it all inside too. I'm never sure what to say what not to say. I just know when I'm there I don't want to go. *sigh* He makes me sm:)e hehe

anyways, so after that i came home and had a bad sleep lol. i think i was over tired. and i had to get up at 8am incase the Bell guy came. which turns out i didnt have to do cause he came at 8pm the night before. oh well.

Today i went shopping with the girls from work. Yonette, Denise (yons sister) jen and kate. we had a good time. we need to do it more often. jen did most of the shopping hehe. she got some shirts and stuff from old navy. best buy of the day i think was kate monkey bank for her mother lol. i bought my Caebear a shirt i must send. have to remember to do so hehe. other than that i was especially good hehe.

and now i have to get ready to go out. sorry to make it short lol.

some learning for the day

this is a link to be opened in winamp.

http://www.cystinosis.com/Video/Mysterdiagnosis.wmv

its a segment from Discovery Health on cystanosis that touches breifly on the disease.
I'm the first child with this disease to become an adult with it.