well... i dunno...

well, i guess an update of leannes life is in order. really not a lot has been happening. maybe personally in a mental way a lot has been but physically hasn't. Work has been really slow. Like no work in 2 weeks etc. everything is being moved around at work and it really sucks. i finally have 2 shifts this week which is nice. now on the other hand, home life is ok. im moving in june back to mom and dads. i'm not feeling great about this. but i want to travel and i dont have money for really anything living here. it makes me a little sad. i love my little house, and the independance of being here. but im also tired. i never thought being sick would catch up to me at such a young age and i need to work on me a little.

so im moving home in the summer, when mom is at the cottage most of the time so we wont exactly see eachother everyday. then in the fall im going to travel to tunisia (hopfully) im looking foward to it. i know... why tunisia? because i know someone there and that gives me the oppertunity to go. see a different world. and why not? why not go to north africa instead of south? why not? lol anyways, so i guess in the long run it's best for me to be doing what im doing but mentally its going to be hard and hopfully by the end of it, it'll be for the best. heres hoping!

Today I went shopping with jenjen for our trip. We're heading out to Puerto Plata in the Dominican on March 31st. I'm rather excited about it! I'm just worried I'm going to hold jen back from doing what she wants. i hope she doesn't stick with me for that reason lol. although it might leave me kinda lonely lol. ahh well theres a beach and a camera that i can spend that time with hehe. but really looking foward to some time away, maybe think about things and what i really need to do when i get home. maybe refresh myself before starting to pack things up. Anyways! I'm rather beat today, so im heading to bed...

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a little tarot today

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

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I spy...

Fun with the new webcam!! hehe

im not sure why this one happened...

today I joined facebook. We'll see how this goes. Timmy hasnt stopped telling me about it for about a week or so now, so I figured what the hell ill try it! I made myself laugh when the first person I thought to add from school years was chris. Hes there. I hope he doesnt think im "stocking him" Its just that I miss him. alot. I wish everything between us could be forgot. Well really there was nothing between us. I really don't blame him for anything. I just miss him. The laughs we used to have. the "three musketeers" as the teachers would call paula chris and I. Hes one of those people that never died to my family and I. My dad funny enough brings him up all the time. Makes me a little sad. I think he really misses him.

This whole facebook and Mr. Turkish has me thinking about my past. People and relationships I really miss. Mr. Turkish got me on the whole past love? relationship. or maybe just a happy relationship. Of course I go back a couple years to Fawky. Reasons I can understand not a lot of my friends liked him. Trying to protect me and such. But he treated me right. He made me happy. He knew how to treat me. That I will forever miss. The ice cream at 2am, pizza on lakeshore, kisses to wake me up. The fight over who had the better car when they were both the same lol... (Mine I must say won in the end cause its the TDI. *YES! defeaet!!*) In the end the last night I saw him we went down to the lakeshore and it was freezing. I lost my cell phone that night and he stayed up with me and made sure I found it. Going back to the shore and looking and just everything, knowing I was upset cause I just bought the phone. But he had a way of calming me. There are few people in this world that can calm me like that. In the end someone took it to the Second Cup on Navy street, that night he told me never loose my soul. One of those things I'll never forget is that phrase and him. The next day he moved. I never heard from him again. Probably good. It would of hurt too much. Then I probably would have done the messy cry lol.

crap! I just went all gooey didn't I? I better sleep now, I can't take much more of this!

its just the way im feelin...

so i have dogsledding pictures. But i needed to clean up my computer a little so i burnt them to disk. theyre in the car. ill get them when i drive next time hehe. my dogsledding week was amazing. my team sucked lol but i had the guide jon. he was great. he made me lead the team a little which was good when they were focused lol. i do however have a bruise on my crotch the size of a twoonie from when i fell off. i have no idea how i did it but it hurts lol.

i found jen.

so much is happening in life and so much isnt. im not working that much and its driving me a little nuts. i have too much time to think about too much. karim, moving back home, what the next year hold for me... i just dont know. a little restless soul lately.