im not sure why this one happened...
today I joined facebook. We'll see how this goes. Timmy hasnt stopped telling me about it for about a week or so now, so I figured what the hell ill try it! I made myself laugh when the first person I thought to add from school years was chris. Hes there. I hope he doesnt think im "stocking him" Its just that I miss him. alot. I wish everything between us could be forgot. Well really there was nothing between us. I really don't blame him for anything. I just miss him. The laughs we used to have. the "three musketeers" as the teachers would call paula chris and I. Hes one of those people that never died to my family and I. My dad funny enough brings him up all the time. Makes me a little sad. I think he really misses him.
This whole facebook and Mr. Turkish has me thinking about my past. People and relationships I really miss. Mr. Turkish got me on the whole past love? relationship. or maybe just a happy relationship. Of course I go back a couple years to Fawky. Reasons I can understand not a lot of my friends liked him. Trying to protect me and such. But he treated me right. He made me happy. He knew how to treat me. That I will forever miss. The ice cream at 2am, pizza on lakeshore, kisses to wake me up. The fight over who had the better car when they were both the same lol... (Mine I must say won in the end cause its the TDI. *YES! defeaet!!*) In the end the last night I saw him we went down to the lakeshore and it was freezing. I lost my cell phone that night and he stayed up with me and made sure I found it. Going back to the shore and looking and just everything, knowing I was upset cause I just bought the phone. But he had a way of calming me. There are few people in this world that can calm me like that. In the end someone took it to the Second Cup on Navy street, that night he told me never loose my soul. One of those things I'll never forget is that phrase and him. The next day he moved. I never heard from him again. Probably good. It would of hurt too much. Then I probably would have done the messy cry lol.
crap! I just went all gooey didn't I? I better sleep now, I can't take much more of this!
This whole facebook and Mr. Turkish has me thinking about my past. People and relationships I really miss. Mr. Turkish got me on the whole past love? relationship. or maybe just a happy relationship. Of course I go back a couple years to Fawky. Reasons I can understand not a lot of my friends liked him. Trying to protect me and such. But he treated me right. He made me happy. He knew how to treat me. That I will forever miss. The ice cream at 2am, pizza on lakeshore, kisses to wake me up. The fight over who had the better car when they were both the same lol... (Mine I must say won in the end cause its the TDI. *YES! defeaet!!*) In the end the last night I saw him we went down to the lakeshore and it was freezing. I lost my cell phone that night and he stayed up with me and made sure I found it. Going back to the shore and looking and just everything, knowing I was upset cause I just bought the phone. But he had a way of calming me. There are few people in this world that can calm me like that. In the end someone took it to the Second Cup on Navy street, that night he told me never loose my soul. One of those things I'll never forget is that phrase and him. The next day he moved. I never heard from him again. Probably good. It would of hurt too much. Then I probably would have done the messy cry lol.
crap! I just went all gooey didn't I? I better sleep now, I can't take much more of this!
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