mmmm cheese

so today was a pretty bad day i must say. im really sad about my bella boo, every time i think about it i wanna cry but i guess thats to be expected. timmy took my out to dinner tonight. i think its almost what i needed. i feel a lil better. its probably part that its the weather, and ive had a tad of a headache for the past 4 days. and i keep getting the hick up today omg! its driving me mad! im looking fwd to the weekend though. im going to mom and dads on friday and looking after friday and maddie til sunday. is it wrong that i want aquadoodle? the kids lil doodle pad. so lets see what else.... i guess theres not a lot. my life has turned incrediabley boring as of late and ive decided im gonna change that ... soon .. i hope lol. anyways im gonna finish watching reba and go to bed.