yay to new undergarments! :op

Oh to the new bra! it is so great when u find a new comfortable bra! lol for 20 bucks noless and its a brand name! how great it feels. and to new cute little undies as well! i love it hehe. i cant wait until tomorrow when i can actually try these things on hehe. to women who read this im sure u completely understand what im talking about. to the men... well sorry but its the truth, its like getting out that old comfy shirt or pants... so im not sure what happened to my today. i went to ship caes present out at mailbox etc. but they wanted 158 bucks so i said no to that and just mailed it normally. hope he gets its by his birthday in january lol. im listening to kylie right now and the song, i can't get u outta my head. i think its perfect for my mind set the past few days. i feel like dying, listening to all these songs and such just feeling completely alone. but not at the same time. i've started cleaning for the holidays. i havent even thought about the fact that im doing christmas dinner this year on the 24th. i think its more like moms doing it and serving it at my house. seems the way she like to think shes in contorl of everyones life. *rolling my eyes at this* omg im i so cant get his trip out of my head now! i better go soon. im so nervous about it though, its going to be happy, sad, and everything else all combined into one lol. ok im going to clean or theres no way that christmas will ever get done. and when its family thats so picky about cleanliness i should of started last year lol.