whats up pussy cat?

thursday evening. what to say.. im tired hehe. i want to have a nap but if i have a nap, i feel like im not going to sleep tonight. lots of things have been going through my head, and i have to thank jen this week for being there to talk to. its almost a relief that i have someone to talk to about it now. its really all a question of what im needing to do to move fwd again. im kinda of at a stand still in what i want to know. i know i have to do something with food. im just not happy doing anything but. i think i get too bored with anything else. so now i gotta figure out how to deal with medical issues and find something to work at, at the same time. i guess thats really the hardest part though isnt it? anyways, on the good side of things, its decemeber hehe ive done 90% of my christmas shopping. i have james, jen and cae to get. i just have to figure those out. any ideas do tell! lol certain people are always so hard to buy for hehe. at least family is done. thats a big load off. got it all done with laura for under a 100 bucks each think thats pretty good hehe. just need snow hehe. where is the snow this year? well no i just need snow over the christmas week that would be good hehe. anyways, ive got some numbers to do with moms catering stuff. i might write more later.