yay catering!

what to say, i dont know. the past few days i think ive been feeling everything possible. im really happy about this catering for dad/mom but moms already driving me crazy about it. i dont think she really gets the difference between hiring and ask me to do something for her. she has to understand i know what im doing and leave it at that, and that i know what im doing and that ive done this many times before. so ive asked dad to come over tonight go through things, cause in the end hes paying for it so im going to clear everything through him. then im really tired over the past while, so i think its kinda taken its toll on me lately. for some reason ive been wanting to cry about like everything lol. which is messed. maybe im making up for the rest of my life or soemthing. happy stories, sad stories, thoughts about things, people, happy cry sad cry it doesnt matter just wanna cry lol.. its a lil bazaar. i have a feeling dads forgotten to come over. ahh well i'll just have to go back to his place. oh hes here. okie and hes gone. this is crazy. so many options. i just hope dad doesnt resort to a restraunt cause that would really suck for me. this week is going to be rather busy for me now i think. this would be great if i can think of how my parents fit 25 people to sit down meal. i'll figure something out tents or something. see now my minds in a completely different spot so im gonna stop writing lol.