oh help...

its friday night. today i left work at 3 because my eyes were killing me. so i came home and by 5 i was in bed. lisa woke me up to drive her and laura to poker night at work. i was ok til i got home and my eyes are killing me again. its not 10 to 8 and i really want to go out. but the person i want to go out with is unreachable. no phone, no cell, no computer, except for at work i think. i want to go out. lol this is so impossible! maybe he'll get a vibe that im writting this and be like leanne wants to go out! and magically come online or call. its so frustrating lol. i havent felt like going out for anything in i swear monthes! and now that i want to i can't. i even have a new sweater i bought today at work that i want to wear. *sigh* the mood goes wasted again. maybe i'll walk over to main desserts and get some cake. after i take a bath. that might be nice. yeap lifes exciting for me. gonna figure something out...