Reality check..

So, I'm home. I went to a Bubble Tea place in Westdale. My friend Pat is going next Saturday to Japan and it was her lil going away party. It was fun. Before I went I rushed up to Chapters and grabbed a journal for her to write in. It's the one with the squished fairies. I think she liked it. lol

I'm home now and did a really stupid thing! Carlos got me a long time ago to sign up on Orkut. So every once in a while I check in see whats new and well since he's brazilian i have to translate things. So this chicky "stella" always puts these things up and well maybe its lost in translation, but my heart has just sank into no mans land. I've translated it before with her and had the same result. So.. I'm trying really hard not think much of it. And before any of my friends that read this tell me "u told me so" I've always tried to accept that this might happen. but it still hurts. But crazy me I'm going to act like nothing happened and might muster up the will to ask him and not like the responds.

Heart Broken crazy Leanne is going to go drown herself in paint the kitchen now.