sick of that waiting game...

so, alright i want to understand men better i really do. they make it so hard to do though! like i just had this converstaion with this guy, who discovered that i had two sister, so of course comes the questions. its like umm hello, me? conversation here.. not going to hook u up with my sisters to have sex lol like seriously how desperate can you be? its like u just go down the line, so she wont sleep with a complete stranger so maybe her sisters dont have the brain she does and they will sleep with a complete stranger. like what the hell is up with that? lol and then theres this guy i really like and want to meet, and im pretty positive he feels the same for me. im finally like ok lets meet blah blah and now its like ok when my schedule clears up. shoot me now. im dying here. lol its like pulling teeth. im seriosuly about to give up. now im just sitting here thinking, why am i always fighting for time. i have all the time in the world yet im always fighting for it. like if u want something bad enough you make time for it yes? you dont wait, and hope its still there when you're done whatever it may be. but i guess thats all i've got. my little strand of hope.