my brain is close to popping!

okie so this one is dedicated to shagamuffin LOL This evening Jen, Sarah and I went to the outback for dinner. i had aussie cheese fries btw which are sooooo yummy! yet so back for u! anyways! after dinner since we were up on the mountian i decided to go and get some diesel while we were up there. since the shell at rymal and upper james has "super diesel" i prefer that for my baby :) so i fill 'er up and go to pay. the guy at the cash is like 40ish middle eastern guy that i've had before, he seemed pretty nice and sweet. UNTIL TONIGHT! lol he totally hit on me. he told me when he worked and that he missed me last time i filled up etc... i was like ya i don't come that often cause well my car is a diesel i don't need to fill it up that much. so then he starts askin me if i live up on the mountian and everything and why im up there etc.. then it hit me that omg hes hitting on me lol... so of course i was all polite and crap and made conversation but omg! guy ur like 40 years old! I'm 25.. yes i like my men older and no i dont mind being friends with people of that age but really... i don't think i look old do i? no. i didnt think so. now that i know his schedule is 6-12 weekdays its note and i will fill up on weekends lol or through the day!

on the other hand i think its national "men are assholes" month. i seriously don't get why this has happened to me, but all the men in my life have decided that theyre going to push Leannes buttons for some reason to get her upset. and they know theyre doing it cause it they know i get upset. so why? why in general do people do this? i think once or twice in 8 years of knowing jen ive done something to get to her because i really don't understand the point of it. is it to make me jealous? because if it is, its not working! it just upsets me and makes me not want to talk to u. so grow up and stop it all!

Now on the happier side of life... work is going well. im going to start to try and take a new medication that i should of been on for the past 10 years. im hoping i wont get sick from it. mom and i have decided that christmas is at my house this year. im very happy to be doing that! (i get the leftovers teehee) and lisas away this weekend so i think im going to clean a little and just relax in a bath etc... mayybe even turn off the phones and computer for two days straight? no i think thats a little drastict! lol now i have to go take off make up and go to bed with my boyfriend romeo! hehe ahhh to sleep! such a joyful event!