back again?

hello again! so i do apologize for the lack in blogginig. if anyone is still around for me to write to hehe. I've been busy but not really at the same time. since april my life has been to its highest high and beyond low. back again and now i think im getting back to somewhat normal. but left hurt and feeling worthless. a lot of music by the fray and snow patrol mixed in there. my dating life has been somewhat crazy so im taking a step back. im just sick of the lies u men feed minute after minute. (and yes leanne is bitter and stereotyping on this one cause u really are all have proven to be the same about this) so im not putting up with it anymore. done and done.

for the rest of it, my jenjen got a new job at CIBC. I'm so happy for her! even though i'll never see her and already miss her like crazy! were going to have to work something out to see eachother like every two weeks or something. i'm also looking to move out by the spring. im not sure if lisa and mom get this point since they keep talking about years down the road. but we'll see. i just cant afford to be here on this budget anymore. i think its time for me to take care of me and stop thinking how its going to effect everyone elses life. if i can do this. im not sure yet hehe.

so lets see what else.. plans before winter, if anyone want to join me im going to montreal, with a stop over in ottawa to see alli then over to see sam. new tires and magically make money appear to do all this lol. also ponder the thought of going to edmonton for a year.