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so today i went to huntsville. i became one with the bugs. i feel like killing mom. of course we had to take maddie with us cause she cant be left alone yet. fine. first cottage leanne walks maddie around the house while mom looks around. second, the same. third, the same but leanne get attacked in the bush from stupid bugs. i dont mind a couple bugs, but as most people know, when im swarmed by them its like borderline phobia or something. i almost cried. then next cottage same thing, bitched at mom. went to dinner and saw two more cottages and i got left outside yet again. i dont think mother understood until i said if u get that cottage i will not come until the bugs are at least half. lol i still feel like they are crawling all over me. ill probably have nightmares of baby blackflies attacking maddie and i from outside the truck! so tomorrow im off to ottawa in the evening. that should be fun, i hope im awake enough, i also have bloodwork and im oping to give my doctor a piece of my mind when i see them. and i have to take my baby in to get fix, im gonna spend the whole weekend worried about him sitting in a parking lot with no tlc. :( hes gotten worse though right? car will be ooooooooooook. just gotta keep thinkin that. anyways im off to bed cause my brain isnt functioning right. ill try and write over the weekend if not i shall when i get home. i dont even know if i atually wanna go but i guess i kinda have to know eh? oh well. k bye.